ive had some identity crisis and Death of My Ego but i should kind of get over it i think. well. back to work.
[2026-07-4 10:32am]
theres only a week left of the toxic yuri jam and im close to finishing up my game ... well regardless im pleased with what ive done. i get in my head a lot and its been a while since ive shared a project. even though *i* like what i do because i do what i like ... sometimes i worry its too mundane comparably. then i always learn its not the case and other people are not me so they see things different but idk. its not quite a competition but i want to get at least an honorable mention. bluh i always avoid things like these cause i get disappointed bad but its probably good for me. rejection therapy or whatever its called. not sure if it will align with the peoples taste BUT it will be my first finished game :)
[2026-07-4 10:28am]
finished lookng glass insects ... many interesting things happening also damn the credit songs for this chapter are so good
[2026-07-1 5:40pm]
oh god i just realized these events happened in the previous chapters we had no idea aughhhh zakuro :(
[2026-07-1 3:56pm]
i only go through july 8 cause it just made me sad :( i know its not going to get any better thats sickening eithr i just need to get through it or it might be one day per day situation i know it just goes downhill from here
[2026-07-1 3:53pm]
oh my god
[2026-06-30 3:45pm]
oh shit there was a choice um wow that is so inconsequential i cant even rememvber which one i chose does it really deviate the path that badly holy shit. um we will see it cant be that bad
[2026-06-30 3:44pm]
okay so that was the other ending ... i do not remember any choices um either i forgot or they will only unlock in the second run bc of zakuros wonderful everyday. which ayana was describing as like wonderful girlfriend wonderful friends wonderful life oh if theres a new choice it might be at the end where zakuro was talking to her ... cause eventually you get sick of it. kill yur gf and friends and self for infinity hm
[2026-06-30 3:40pm]
post credit lesbian sex interlude #awesome
[2026-06-30 3:37pm]
oh no theres more post credits ...
[2026-06-30 3:22pm]
okay well that was an ending. maybe i read that commebnt wrong or what...um yayyyy happy lesbian life surely nothing bad happens to then
[2026-06-30 3:20pm]
i dont get it this is really happy fun times . i do not remember any choices so far ummmm girl okay maybe this is our good end and she got her wonderful everyday forreal
[2026-06-30 3:16pm]
HELLO. zakuro and kimika i did not expect that wroah
[2026-06-30 3:10pm]
okay starting subahibi up again ahaha why are we at the end of summer hey what happened to the rest of july girl im nervous.
[2026-06-30 3:05pm]
im a fair bit into looking glass insects now and all i feel is dread. someone called it and i quote 'a massive rape fest' but things are going too normally right now. what are they going to do to my girl. it cant be that bad.
[2026-06-24 9:35pm]
i have not played a lot of vns but subahibi is by far my absolute favorite. but if i am being honest the only reason i picked it up first was because of the supposed dog sex (i got the version that had it patched back in LOL).
[2026-06-24 9:33pm]
when you like a boy so much you reset the world and make her a woman.
[2026-06-24 5:13pm]
i didnt have any strong feeling for zakuro but now that im on her chapter she is soooo sweetie . they think shes sensitive and smart and shes neither of those . the forming of yuri i feel like im watching the mona lisa be painted or something. subahibi is SO good and so disserviced my lord.
[2026-06-24 4:28pm]
but now im wondering what to play next ... maybe i should go back to subahibi i just got to looking glass insects but i wanted to have a short break hm
[2026-06-23 9:00pm]
finished sisterly bliss ... there needs to be more midtier incest yuri vns in this world TBH !
[2026-06-23 8:43pm]
when you sexually abuse your sister so bad theyre sending your ass to the mountains .. ichika girl omfg
[2026-06-23 8:34pm]
FINALLY finished and it works :) yay! yippee!
[2026-06-23 1:13pm]
97.1 and it stalled im actually going to throw up . never mind it just came back hashtag were getting through this
[2026-06-22 6:39pm]
actually pray for me rn bc ive been on and off connecting to one seed this whole time LOL
[2026-06-22 6:32pm]
my torrent for butterflys poison blood chains has been going on for twenty hours (3gb btw) and its at 97 percent oh lord
[2026-06-22 6:32pm]
okay im going to finish tomorrow but its interesting this feels like the most canon True route at least so far . bc it mirrors plot points in ichikas good route and idk she has the will and drive to pull the whole thing off. sorry for doubting you miss girl
[2026-06-22 12:29am]
okay damn so futaba bad end is yandere route but shes too stupid to actually kill anyone so its a murder-suicide and i had no idea how ichikas was gonna turn about but apparently shes also yandere style but immeidately plots to kill their mom LOL okay get it girl thats kind of really funny though i wonder is futaba gonna go along with it here or try to be a voice of reason ... getting rejected really did break her i cant imagine any route where she isnt crazy stupid for her sister
[2026-06-22 12:08am]
this is so hype best route so far . sitting here kicking my feet and giggling
[2026-06-21 11:21pm]
omg i think futabas bad end is where were getting her yandere yessss girl i knew you had it in you
[2026-06-21 11:14pm]
i like how this yuri incest eroge is the first vn ive played where getting bad ends is a lot harder then getting the good ends LOL
[2026-06-21 11:09pm]
when youre in love with your girl best friend but shes in love with her sister #fml
[2026-06-20 10:11pm]
but also i think i like yuri more. she needs to make a move while she still can. sorry futuba you gotta shape up. either go full yandere spec or 180 drop the incompetent facade.
[2026-06-20 10:09pm]
ichika pulling the 'but were both girls' AND blood related but everyone lowkey chill af about it and it makes her seem like the crazy one.
[2026-06-20 10:08pm]
when the all girls school newspaper runs a best couple poll and the top spot goes to you and your twin sister. okay.
[2026-06-20 10:06pm]
just started looking glass insects. the answer to 'do you think transitioning could have saved her?' well. yes.
[2026-06-15 2:20pm]
asumi is funny af noone told you to do all that girl.
[2026-06-14 4:42pm]
do you think transitioning could have saved her.
[2026-06-14 1:36pm]
reading subahibi with a transfeminist lens ... i havent felt this way since homestuck.
[2026-06-13 12:41pm]
okay i was forreal pissed off + hating yesterday but im enjoying it again. mamiya being assaulted was kinda peak
[2026-06-13 12:39pm]
playing subahibi and im having a similar issue with reckoning the balance of otaku sensibilites and actual storytelling. anyway mamiya is so fucking annoying i cannot believe the longest chapter is his point of view i want to shoot my brains out.
[2026-06-12 8:11pm]
this is the true struggle of a pervert with taste.
[2026-04-27 4:23pm]
started playing saya no uta (and almost but not quite done at this point) and i just think its really interesting. the game and story itself is good, the beginning is near perfect imo, but it struggles mid-way through because the pornographic elements are just tasteless. which i think is my issue with a lot of of 'erotic horror' and the like. i dont want the artistry sacrificed for the sake of a cheap fuck. its boring! i dont know i have a lot of thoughts on this, even a lot of consideration for my own work, but this is just solidifying on how it doesnt work.
[2026-04-27 4:22pm]
i feel like im making up for lost time. learning how to get off. getting my license next month. a long term plan for my career in the works god its never ending.
[2026-04-17 2:41pm]
i dont know if its just more intense since its the same day (albiet spaced out) or if im just figuring it out. but jesus. ill give myself a night sometime next week to dress up and see how many i can go back to back lol
[2026-04-17 2:32pm]
make that three orgasms.
[2026-04-17 2:25pm]
its embarrassing to admit but ive never properly masturbated in my life. partially due to disinterest and partially because i was impatient. it was complete luck yesterday that i learned raising the hips while laying on my back makes it a lot easier ... and today i got my first (2) actual orgasms. so fun times.
[2026-04-17 2:20pm]
recently got properly measured (32C btw) and was gifted nice lingerie sets but nothing to wear them for. but i realized i can just wear it for myself so i guess i have plans to dress up and jerk off a ton.
[2026-04-17 2:15pm]
fat girl fucked by small dog send post.
[2026-03-06 8:29pm]
ma'am has joined the ranks of the best ways to address a mother, alongside ma and mama. as you can see there is a clear pattern of sound present—this is simply because 'ah' is the best sound to babble.
[2026-03-04 12:16pm]
i need to write more lesbian rape.
[2026-03-04 12:00pm]
and if it doesnt exist i will make it exist.
[2026-03-04 9:57am]
dykebreaking is popular but where is the gay best friend to forcefemmed toy pipline content.
[2026-03-04 9:57am]
sorry for writing momdaughter porn and making them british. are you mad at me.
[2026-03-01 6:22pm]
[NEW STATUS: momdaughter romance!!! and hot sex!!!]
declaring this momdaughter march. mom who gets a crush on her teenager and having to balance being flustered with trying to curb her daughters newly rebellious behavior.
[2026-03-01 12:32pm]
twins, identical, seperated at birth and coincidentally stumbling on eachother when theyre older. thats the closest well get to soulmates i think.
[2026-02-26 8:18am]
there is something deeply alluring with the romance of it. the genuine love and pursuit of the relationship. whether its her dog or her sister, the sexual attraction is only a means to an end. a crutch if you wanted to say. at a certain point you have to confess.
[2026-02-23 5:30pm]
[NEW STATUS: threesome kissing.]
girls sucking tongue and drinking the spit from eachothers mouths
[2026-02-22 4:15pm]
girls kissing
[2026-02-22 4:14pm]
got the dates wrong and it turns out im leaving tomorrow. wanted to finish the demo of this vn before i left so im scrambling to puzzle out the branched script. well written isnt exactly the point bc i was mostly experimenting with code, i just need it for sequencing start to finish. also decided against cgs and sprites (only brought up at the end! the beginning is all point and click so background + assets) so it makes this a little easier. not sure if any of this will be used if i end up trying to make it either but id like to have it 'complete' either way.
[2026-02-14 11:58am]
my sillies ♡
[2026-02-14 8:29am]
was wondering about different ways joy and hal could spend their valentines, but then i started thinking of the very first. since its still early on i was thinking about mutual self harm. hal coming onto joy (unprepared) and saying for each of his scars hell give her one too (as hes not so much overly interested in harming himself, its his chance to 'make it up' as you could say) and she cant exactly say no. by the end of it where shes delirious and tired he makes his offer that if she wnats to cut herself then hell match it. equal exchange. but still being an asshole. and joy is nothing if not a vindictive bitch!
[2026-02-14 8:28am]
i am a true romantic at heart so sometimes i forget the torture in the torture porn but valentines is a special day for joytoy so she is not allowed to pass it unscathed.
[2026-02-14 7:55am]
wanting to follow others sites has me feeling like a diseased dog but i am just a nice and normal girl ♡
[2026-02-13 6:20pm]
well i figured it out! i even made it clickable on the page. if i ever make a finished piece ill add an art page but for now i can post as i please.
[2026-02-12 5:53pm]
dumb broad clocking in for her shift at the horse factory
[2026-02-12 5:20pm]
[NEW STATUS: a cute girl fucking a geldings sheath!]
wondering if doodles could be posts in here though.
[2026-02-12 5:09pm]
i should have a page for art but figuring out how to format that would be the worst ever. actually nevermind i remember how i did it for another site that i liked so i could just do that again okay post cancelled.
[2026-02-12 5:08pm]
one of my first sexual fantasies (as a 9 - 10 year old) was being kidnapped ala wrong place wrong time by that one pink haired yandere (who i had never seen or read what she was from. osmosis through nighcore background images and knowledge from friends) except due to my idgaf nature about men she would find me so intriguing and keep me alive and around as her maid servant until she falls in love with me and forgets about that other guy. (and kills him in a heat of jealous passion after he attempts to convince me to escape, foolishly thinking i had not succumbed to stockholm syndrome) i also thought sex was peeing on / in the other and that probably explains more then it should.
[2026-02-12 5:13]
upon further reflection the previous character type is just the classic female yandere. im sorry for forgetting my herstory.
[2026-02-12 5:07am]
somehow the idea of an obsessively clingy submissive has never crossed my mind. or maybe it has but never made much of an impact. i am, however, thinking about it now and will take this thought in further consideration.
[2026-02-11 6:43pm]
im serving to give the audience the dating sim experience they really want: romancing an older woman and then learning shes actually your mother.
[2026-02-11 10:12pm]
got around to adding sophie-louise to the home screen to make it slightly less boring but dont let her cutie image fool you...shes disgusting (bad hygiene) and if she has to bottom shell scream and cry and throw herself on the floor.
[2026-02-11 9:23am]
reading through the renpy documentation and jerking off.
[2026-02-10 7:52pm]
peak dynamic of the sexually inexperienced (giving pleasure) and the sexually specific (but really embarrassed at having to explain)
[2026-02-10 7:37pm]
still thinking about lesbians getting rimmed. i need to see more girls making out sloppy style w other girls assholes!!!
[2026-02-08 8:25pm]
more girls rimming girls.
[2026-02-08 5:21pm]
dating sims should follow the 'if theres a dog the player should be able to pet it' rule gamers made up except the mc should be able to date the dog. it would be a distinct improvement i believe.
[2026-02-07 7:37pm]
fat = better to grope. small tits = fun and easy to hold. and better to grope its basically science.
[2026-02-07 7:24pm]
more love for fat girls with small tits.
[2026-02-07 7:22pm]
i very rarely write a straight rape scene and now that i am im finding it hard to balance the violence + resistence with defeat through exhaustion. i guess it depends if you want to see her fight it till the end or bend into submission.
[2026-02-06 2:04pm]
reinventing the mary sue except shes kind of awful and weird and thats what makes her sexy.
[2026-02-06 10:58am]
my real toxic trait is i prefer cis4trans over t4t because i love having the lowest common denominator (cis man) lusting over humanities greatest (fat trans woman). in the same line i prefer polygamy over polyamory. i need everyone to be in love with her rn
[2026-02-06 10:56am]
tbh i never got the appeal of pussy slapping because i dont think its dynamic enough by itself to carry a scene. but having using it secondarily in acts of denial? thats hot. especially when its self applied. saw a girl slapping herself while eating—was it to tide herself over? to deny exact pleasure? or maybe it was the initiating, in this case eating, that left desires impossible to ignore. thats fun stuff.
[2026-02-06 10:35am]
the naked/clothed dichotomy will never not be hot. going hand in hand with ideas such as; nude in a public space, casual nudity, and overt displays of submission (ie marked of clothing like collars, piercings, brands or in this case lack of them lol) something that scratches my brain right though i cant exactly say why.
[2026-02-05 4:59pm]
the smart girls skip the stuffies and go straight for their puppies.
[2026-02-04 2:57pm]
its interesting to note stereotypically fucked animals (farm domesticated like sheep, pigs, etc) versus fucking animals (tamed but wild like horses, dogs) still fall under a percieved level of submission. of course you could point to horse cock and animal size, sheep being waist high and easier to access, but dogs are usually used for the role of knotting or oral stimulation—dominant. always fucking never fucked. would it be so wrong to want to see a cute girl rape her dog huh (whatever pseudo-intellectual point i was trying to open with is secondary to this btw. girls use that mutt to get your cock wet NOW)
[2026-02-04 2:56pm]
finished the front page and shes very sexy and makes my posting here look juvenile. they should shoot me like a dog in the street.
[2026-02-02 4:42pm]
i fear she may be lost media. ive recalled the sequence but the draft is nowhere to be found. either genuinely lost or ive somehow skipped over it. either way its a massive tragedy for joylikers.
[2026-02-01 5:06pm]
the other document of the same project has been located which means it probably wasnt accidentally deleted. but no joy birth denial in sight.
[2026-02-01 4:37pm]
i have found proof the scene had been written by way of tracked project document but no scene itself. the mystery deepens.
[2026-02-01 4:29pm]
going back to joy and i know i wrote her being denied birth (curtesy of hal being an asshole in the hospitals parking) but i cannot for the life of me remember where that file is. i know shes out there somewhere. where are you.
[2026-02-01 4:18pm]
it quite pleases me having put together sweet sophie-louise. she needs to be tidied up (wig washed, clothes tailored, etc) but seeing her on the table, half posed with her tulle skirt all scrunched to her front and her shoe slipped off, incredibly tantalizing.
[2026-02-01 1:33pm]
was curious to know how much a dog ejaculates and came out learning the ratio of sperm to semen. the fact they can produce nearly six times as much liquid (30ml against 5ml to be generous) to a human for roughly the same amount of breeding. surely oversimplifyed but im not the expert on dog fucking. does make you think in terms of volume vs probabability—make a chart weighing the benefits of piss (high volume, no probability), dogs cum (high volume, probability), human cum (low volume, probability) and a secret fourth thing of low volume, no probability which doesnt sound much fun.
[2026-02-01 1:21pm]
a girl is awesome cause you can use it as a urinal.
[2026-02-01 12:15pm]
[NEW STATUS: an image of a girl flat on her back and pissing like a dog. it was cute.]
